Write an essay about the following topic : " what did you regret most in your life?"

I went through love at first sight that I did not dare to confess, and it still makes me sad when I think about it. When I initially arrived in the city to apply for admission to the university, my one-sided love began. I was worried because it was my first day of school and I had to apply for admission myself. The campus is extremely big, with several gates. I could only watch the crowd after entering the main hall since I did not know how to apply for admission. I remained there for a while, not knowing what to do because everything made me nervous, until I decided to get the confidence to walk to a table with the instructors and students to ask.As soon as I went to the table to ask, I was guided by a very enthusiastic student. He took me upstairs and guided me through the steps of applying for admission. It was late afternoon, so there was a beautiful sunset shining through the windows. I could hear both our heartbeats and footsteps because we were on the stairs where there was no one, so it was incredibly quiet. Suddenly, I tripped and fell on top of him, causing him to lose his balance and fall as well. "Sweetie, are you okay?" he said tenderly as he helped me up, dusted my clothing, and softly comforted me. Our faces are almost touching, and I can smell the manly perfume and his eyes twinkle, as beautiful as the stars in the sky. Then I was befuddled at the time and could only mumble a few words. "I'm sorry, are you hurt?" he said. I just stammered that I was all right. Then he smiled and took my hand to lead me on. Afterward, we continued to the floors of the university to quickly complete admission.He made my heart flutter, but it was only a fleeting moment. No one has ever made me so cherished before. He almost won my heart at that moment. I wish I could go back to that moment and confess my love to him, tell him that he attracted me. However, I did not dare to confess for fear of being rejected. But if I did not say it, he would not know the feelings I had for him. Until later when he had a lover, I should have kept those sentiments myself because it is too late now. Now I learned the lesson that when we like someone, we should express our feelings. Even if we fail or succeed, at least we do not have to suffer alone forever.