Sam doesn’t notice. She’s too busy tucking her hair behind her ears to give the apartment another vaguely critical once-over. I’ve decorated the place with an emphasis on shabby chic. Everything is mismatched, from the blue walls to the flea-market lamps to the white shag carpeting I purchased ironically but ended up loving. It is, I realize, the apartment of someone trying to disguise how much money they really have, and I can’t tell if Sam is impressed or annoyed by that.
“Do you work?” she asks.
“Yes. I’m, uh—”
I’m stalling, which I always do before telling someone my flighty, fanciful job. Especially someone like Sam, who carries an aura of lifelong poverty. It’s evident in the runs in her fishnets, her duct-taped boots, her hard eyes. Desperation hums off her like radio waves, shivery and intense.
Hasibul Alam I’m stalling, It means to change the subject or take other actions to avoid talking about something that is unpleasant. com/dictionary/american/stall_2
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Hasibul AlamI’m stalling,
It means to change the subject or take other actions to avoid talking about something that is unpleasant.
See entry #3
https://www.macmillandictionary.com/dictionary/american/stall_2