Well,Thats my story..!!!

salam all,

well...this is not a romantic story...
this is my story...i just wanted to talk to some one...



here it is...from the begining...till the end:

(PS:am not that good in english...i guess thats why am here :\..!!!
yeah what ever...!!)



here i am getting out my little,tiny fingers...
the first breath from the life's air...

am trying to kick...resist...!!!

pls somebody ...!!!
i don't wanna get out...pls...!!!


its useless...!!!



when i was a kid..my mom was always telling me how i was so little when i was born....
and telling me how i was refusing to get out from her...
refusing to eat...
refusing every thing...

but only one thing...the TV..!!!
i was watching the TV all the time...i just loved it...!!

i was the strange girl in the family...

i didn't like to talk...
and when i want something...
i just don't ask to get it...because i won't get it anyway...!!!

my mom and dad was always fighting...about silly things...sometimes they beat each other ..!
i remember once that my dad beated my mom with his belt...at the time that my mom was holding me...
and then she pushed me on his side,and hit him with a cigarette extinguisher....!!!


it heppened all the time actully......

and finally...my father left...
he asked me and my brothers if we wanna stay with mom... or go with him...

we just cried ....
and then he just dissapeared...


and to tell you the truth...
i felt a little of peace...
silence....

my mom gave me the best years of her life...
she refused to marry or get in love just to protect us ...
and concentrate on raising us....

in few words...
my mom was a flower...that have been watered from life's burdening...!!


years have been passed....

and i became a grown up....

thats when i have been in love for the first time in my life...!!!

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sorry i gotta go, i will continue later- if you are interested..!!!-...
thanks ..