Some thoughts (something like a poem)

0I was bored and I had inspiration (but not enough 05000). So, I wrote this text:02br
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00Sometimes I discover a fear deep in my heart02br
00but I hide it so well that I can't see his face.02br
00I feel that I lose myself in the tracks of my mind.02br
00My soul is a desert where the rain has no effect.02br
00Is it worthy the rain, even in the desert?02br
00But the life needs the rain.02br
00Without the rain, the desert becomes bigger.02br
00Is this the reason why I don't face myself, deep inside me?02br
00Is this the reason why my logic fights back my soul02br
00and she tries to defeat her so I cannot hurt my feelings anymore?02br
00This battle isn't fair. No one has ever won.02br
00In any case, at the very end you will lose.02br
00Or this is how it has to be done?02br
00Or this battle is fair and we are the one who are unfair02br
00because we want to win by retreating?02br
00Another one fear which creates to me illusions,02br
00and obligates me to hide me from myself, so I can't see02br
00But I don't know where I have to look at anymore...02br
00The fear change its face everyday, so I can't recognise it02br
00but he is there, in every single movement I do,02br
00and he determines my actions02br
00and force me to suspect everything, keep my distance from everything02br
00even from the same the fear.02br
00But how can you win something if you don't face it?02br
00Why I feel so lonely from myself when I am so lonely with me?02br
00What is, finally, this which create the distance?02br
00So many questions and so few answers.02br
00Despite that, so many times I feel that there is nothing to think of.02br
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00Could you help me find out my mistakes? This text was written after midnight. 051010id211id1