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I have not fallen in love with any one before. I have not been attracted specially by any guy. But I don't know why i had a strange sense at the first time i met you. Since then i have utilized every chances to see you. I only look at you stealthy. Everyone will laugh at me if they discover my thought - I think. I see you in my mind.
Today I stand face to face with you. I forgot everything. My brain was empty. My heart beat disorderly. You didn't know anything. You also do not recognize my emotion. You make me not fall a sleep now. I keep on thinking about you. So many girls are following you. They are pretty and clever. You have not accepted anyone. Me? I wonder myself and no answer. I only know that I LOVE YOU, BECAUSE OF NOTHING EXCEPT MY SENSE!