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Am I lucky?
From the beginning of the human beings all kinds of human where in extremely fight together, but each one was fighting for something they need so bad. For me I was fighting against luck, similarly, fight the Archangel of Death to gives me another life before taking my soul with his death scythe. The problem is that every time that creature attack me it affect me for a years, exactly like given a drug addict a heroin dose scan stand for year.
The first thing that happened to me and identified my relationships with luck is that I start my life with frightened war, and it known's as one of the longest war in the new history between Iraq and Iran. It was very hard for me to spend my wonderful childhood between bombs, kills, widows, and orphans. With all that I was fight every day to reach the school; I remember my mother was like an army general, because her directions to where all about beware of trampling on the hidden bombs, don't talk with strangers, or Stay in the trench during the gunfire(thanks gad she didn't gave an order to kill the strangers). Finally in 1988 the war stopped and each country star to celebrate his vectory!!! One day I woke up on voice saying "wake up, Hussein, wake up" I said "who is that?", the sound replied "I'm you bad luck honey" but, but I thought I killed him two years ago, the answer was fast and clear "yes, yes you did, but your president recall me, because he decided to attack his neighbors". So that we decided to leave the country and escape to Romania, and of course that I need to fight against that unbeatable monster.
In Romania MR. Luck was not that far from me, but the situation was better because I start falling in love time after time. Until I found that courageous girl, she is the only girl that helped me find myself. But the problem was she had boyfriends, until one day I heard that she breakup with her boyfriend. So that I decided to ask her for dates, but suddenly I heard that voice again and I was sure that I know that noisy voice its start by saying"hiii, it's me again" and without adding any words from me the frightening voice said "your father recall me this time, and he decided to go back to Iraq". I realized this is the end for my love dream, so I decided to forgot everything about Romania and obey my master by going back to Iraq to start my higher education.
Back in Iraq I decided to study computer science and I don't know why? Maybe I thought I can create an Antivirus to protect from that alien. In the same time I was sure that there is something wrong happening, because everything was superior with a moderate breeze of fresh air. In those days we were totally isolated from the other countries and under big pressure, I if can describe the picture at that time a group of zombie trapped inside a building and waiting for the medical team to find a cure for us. Until one day that creature decided to attack me again and give me the dose, and he started with that creepy voice again "I'm her friends, I was called by Mr. President "I directly stopped him with laugh" our president is powerless and I don't think that he have the power to attack a bug". The voice answered with confidant "not your president fool, the great USA president decided to attack you're pathetic country". In that moment I decided to give up, because I can't defined me with all that hate, arrogance, and darkness. Of course I couldn't finish my higher education, and it was not only my problem it was all the new generation and they'll carry that Curse for the next ten or twenty years.
Between war, love, education, Mr. President, Mr. President, and my father, I realized that I wasn't in any part of this equation. Actually it shucked me that every time that bad luck come to me, the voice is not my voice, not my decisions, or even anything I dealt with. I decide to divorce all those people, to create my own path. I discovered that there is nothing called luck, because all those human begins were fighting to create that creature and its gone be bad luck for some people and bad luck for others according to that fights results.

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