please correct this.

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Please correct this.

Lazy man's reflection piece:

Right now, I am looking outside the window and feeling the cool wind coming through the space of the opened window. "Whew, that is cool," I talked to myself. Then, I begin to think about what might have happened if I went to play soccer with my friend when he called. "John, would you like to join us in a soccer game or two?" my friend Joe called me in the morning in his usual energetic voice, full of excitement, always as if the moment to live fullest is right now. It seems like, to him, only fools hesitate to live to the fullest. What I might be doing if I accepted his proposal? Would I be enjoying myself sweating to the rigor of the game? Could be. But there is a likelihood that I might not be happy with the situation and might be drudgingly going along with others. That might not be so productive -- I convinced myself. Thinking about this and that on my bed -- and then, I raised my head to look up the clock. Two hours has went by since my friend called to ask me to play. "They probably finished playing their games by now," I thought to myself. Lying on the bed thinking about what good might have come out of playing and the time it probably took to play a game or two seem to come out to be the same -- around two hours My life seems to be aggregate moments like this -- thinking about what might have happened if I had done this or that. Come to think of it, a far better way to go about in situations like this to just do it.