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BECAUSE OF LOVE
“Because of you.....” hearing the song because of you while tidy a hall my house. The song make me memories 3 years ago with a boy that very loving.
3 years ago ..............................
“ I not will leave you, darling. I promise. You also don’t leave me,ok”. Still remember which the loving person say to my ear 4 years ago. So long as,untill now i still wait.
“ Assalamualaikum..... can i know your phone number? Actually i want you to be my bestfriend or my girlfriend” he say that. “waalaikummussalam...Oh!! sorry i think i not your taste and for me you not my taste as my boyfriend or my husband, beside that i don’t known who are you... sorry” “but... for a long time i see you..please..” he say with an emotionally. That is muhammad hafifzullah bin mukriz. That the name and memories make i stiil remember untill now.
After a few month, he always distract and following me everywhere without giveup to request my phone number, i’m finally given to him. I think with the way maybe he will stop disturb me. Before he go, he say “i know you also like me, if you don’t why you give your phone number, alright?thanks..” “ hey! Sorry, i dont like you and i hope dont distrub me okey.” He go without care what i say with smile happing.
Since that,he always calling,message and ask news about me and other. He very caring,responsibility and take care to me. With the characteristics that have at him a lot of many to make me approved him as my bestfriend. We always together. I’m happy when with him. Finally,we have one feeling between to each other,but each can’t say. One day when we have a dinner, he say “ i love u so much Lia and i want to take you as my wife.” I can’t suspect that will occurs. I’m happy and sad. I just say “thanks... and i love u too Fi..”
Our relationship had changes from as friend to as couple like married. From this,i more than identify him. I’m comfy with him. All happy and sad we go through together untill we forget one self to God’s. Not having aware of,our relationship had 3 years and 3 years we life together.
“ i still loving u,loyal, honestly in our love affair”. The phase that say by him while one day i sent him at aiport. He got continue study at UMS,Sabah and i only study at UTEM, Melaka.The phase to make me believe and wait him.
After we study in degree level,our relationship no longer loving. I think maybe we busy in study. A day by day,not have calling, sms and news from him. I feel have something that distrust about him.I be nervous with this situation untill one day i got call from him.
“I WANT WE BREAK . I want we start to chages ourself with following a true way. The way that willing from ALLAH.S.W.T. I hope our relationship untill here for this period. We focus to study and don’t forgotten ALLAH S.W.T. Let’s we repent and leave out something to defy God’s law.” I’m crying when the word break given by him.
I ask “ why you want to break? You don’t love me? Where your promise???” he say “listen, i really love u so much. That cause i want our relationship untill here. I don’t want you parents suffer your sin what you do. I want you loving your parents and call them more than me. That your liability as son to their parents.” I hush myself .
“ Can you wait me??”he ask again. “ If God’s make a match me for you,i will come to you when i had succesful in my life and i ready guide my self so that i an eligible for guidance you in religion and we hold by hand together to heaven” “i will wait because i love u”i’m say in cry.
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“ Lia!! Where are you..? come help mum at kitchen..” “ oh!!yes mum..” that call from mum make awake from dream that remember my history life. The song ‘because of you’not again to echo.
I try to hearten for way my life without love from a boy and i don’t know how condition about him. I always hold a principle is “ We only able to pray,Allah s.w.t that belong determine everything. If clearly he our own and had invariable as our marriage partner,that sure he be our own, but if he does not destiny to we. May be ALLAH S.W.T consign one a person in a new way sincere loving to we....INSYAALLAH.”