Personal narrative essay

My heart was broken

Sarah warfield 22612842 August 2, 2017

I got my heart broken back June, 2007, when I met my daughter Hannah‘s father lew jack handley, I was 21 years old and lew jack was 20 years old. We was just getting to know each other, and I was ready to introduce lew jack to my mother Nancy. We went to my mother house and she welcomed him in with open arms. We stayed up there all day, well it was getting late. After that I got a phone call to see if they could visit for a few days, so my mother and sister, and brother came to stay. About two weeks of my family stay there with us and his family, my relationship was falling because my boyfriend was going behind my back talking to my sister Teresa maness, and she was only 15 years old at the time. And now we have children by the same man.when my daughter was 2 years old he signed his rights over and said that he has only boys. And I never asked him for a dime for her I have me and my family to help me take care of her. He even tried getting back with me and I told him that you made your bed now lay in it.

When my heart got broken back in 2007, when I found out that my boyfriend was going behind my back and was seeing my sister Teresa maness I was crushed because he shouldn’t have even been talking to her because of her age. But they didn’t cause that it was hurting me .I didn’t think that I would ever go throw this cause I thought me and my sister was my friend. But that didn’t matter to them. We were a happy couple until my family came in the picture that I wished that I never should have let them in.well it the 4^th weekend and we are going camping with the family. Well today is July 3rd and we are all loving this weather and cooking out. We are going to aunt sue house for her birthday and we are all standing outside and lew jack and my sister Teresa comes up to me and lew jack starts telling me that it is over that he is in love with my sister.at that time I am crushed to I moved out and went to stay at his brother house with his family. It has been a week now and I have a doctor’s appointment today, I just got some good news today from my doctor I am 5 weeks pregnant and now I am happy and sad at the same time. I am going to in up a single mother and raising my daughter by myself. I have decided to go over and talk to lew and Teresa my sister and let them know that I am pregnant. After I told them I was pregnant. Well they also had some news to they are also having a baby .so after I heard that news I was heartbroken even more. I thought with me being pregnant that he would want to help me raise our daughter together. Well that didn’t change anything at all. I ending up talking to my mom and her boyfriend to see if I could live with them until, the baby was born .so I moved in with my mom and her boyfriend Floyd. Well its Christmas now and I feel like a whale because I am 6 months pregnant with my daughter Hannah. I am due at the end of March and the beginning of April. Well it is new years and I have a doctor’s appointment in 3 days .I have been going to every doctor’s appointment with my mom .He has never been to one doctor’s appointment with me to see our baby .my sisters birthday is a few day away and I just found out that my sister and lewjack was getting married on her 16th birthday. Why does this hurt so much? I am sitting at home today because, I am getting too far along to go on long rides. Why do I feel like I am a nobody? Because nobody want to be around me.well it is Valentine’s Day and I am sitting in my room laying here were by boyfriend Michael, I am fixing to move in with my boyfriend a month ago, and give my family there house back. We are having some problem at my boyfriend’s house we are fighting and his mother gets in it and gives him alcohol. He sits here all day and gets drunk and takes it out on me. I think that if this don’t stop I am going to leave and go back to my parent’s house. Well I just found out that my family has been coming to see me and they didn’t let me know. That they told I wasn’t home. So they left and went home, I was sick and I would get locked in a room and when I woke up my boyfriend put a 243 in my face .he threaten to kill me if I left him. So I called my mom and told her that I couldn’t leave on my own will what should I do? She told me to sit tight that she was going to call the sheriff office and have them come out and get me and my stuff. The cops came and picked me up and my stuff. I am 8 and a half months pregnant now so I have less than a month before my baby girl is do. I just seen my sister Teresa and she is due in august so that makes our children 6 months apart.it is March 8^th now. I have about three weeks left I am having a C-section on March 28^th.i can’t wait until she arrives so I can feel better and not hurt so much. The day has come,” I am heading to the doctor office and she if she is going to be the day that my daughter going to be born”. Well I am heading next door to the Russell medical hospital here in alexander city, Al. to have this baby girl and of course I just have my mother here with me.well, I guess that nobody else cares that I am having a baby today. Hannah grace is here, she arrived at 10:07 am march 28, 2008 she was 7lb 6oz and 21inches long. I just seen the doctor we are both doing just fine we go home so he said that we could go home tomorrow morning. We got some company today because the whole family came to see us. Everyone had to all come hold the baby I can’t wait to go to sleep I am tired. Now it time for everyone to go home so we can rest. It is time for us to go home. Well I’m on my way home with Hannah and I am so glad to be out of the hospital and I get to sleep on in my own bed tonight. Well I just got to my grandmother house and everyone is passing Hannah around like a little puppy .they are all so happy that she is home .I can’t wait to go home cause I am so tired. Well my sister and her husband lewjack just walked in the door, I hope that nothing goes wrong with this visit because there is a newborn in this house and I am not in the mood for any drama. We all got along today and that made me so happy that nobody was going to get crazy today. So today was a good day for me and my baby girl Hannah on her first day home. It has been 10 months since we broke up, and I am back happy, just with my baby girl. My dad just pulled up with this guy and his name is Jerald and they just introduced us so I am talking to him and see where this is going to go in this relationship. Well it has been 6 months since my daughter was born and we are now moving to Kentucky with Jerald to be near his family. And I talk to my family every day and they are doing just find they miss me and Hannah like crazy. Why is it every time I move away from my family that I end up getting hurt? I don’t understand why that I keep getting hurt and now I am having to look for another place to stay. Get away from this pain and just take care of Hannah by myself, I have figured out what I am going to do is move to Texas and start fresh and met new people and make new friends. Well I am going to go back to Alabama to go visit my mother and I started talking to a guy at a shelter and he was showing me around Texas and we ending up getting close and I am not really sure if I want to get to close cause every time I get close I get hurt so I am going to visit my mom for a few weeks. And if he is still around when I get back then that is good if not oh well! I am back in Texas and I went back to my apartment and me and Hannah settled in from our long trip and we are going to bed. Well I got to go to the grocery store so I got on the bus and went to get food for us to eat. Well I was standing outside of mother Teresa to wait to go in and get out of this heat and I ended up passing out because of this heat got to me and I had to go to the hospital and I found out that I was pregnant and I was so scared to tell anyone but I had the doctor go to the waiting room to get my daughter and my boyfriend and I let the doctor tell us together. We was together and I went through having the baby again by myself .in 2010 my daughter sahbrianna was born on April, 1^st 2010. My had more rights than me so he got my tubes tied without me agreeing with it and a few months he took my little girl away from me and put me in a mental hospital twice and I called my mother to come get Hannah cause they was trying to take both my girls. But my mom came to Texas and got me and Hannah from Texas. This was back in September 2011.in October 13, 2011 in ending up in the hospital and I had to have a hysterectomy because I bleed for almost 100 days off and on. Now it 2017 and I finally found my true love his name is David James warfield we met on February 25,2017 and we got married on June 28^th 2017.now I know what it feels to be love and treated like a queen. This is my happy ending. I am so happy now and we are raising Hannah together as a family. I am a full time mother and a full time wife and a student. My goaled is to finish school and watch my daughter grow up to be a wonderful woman. Hannah just turned 9 years old and she is going in the 3^rd grade this year. We haven’t seen Hannah father in 8 years and Hannah doesn’t even ask about him anymore. We are happy that we are planning on my husband David is going to adopt Hannah sometime next year when we save up the money for it. I finally found our happy ending.my broken heart has healed over the years and even more when I met my husband David warfield. I think god every day for all my blessings that he has sent me.i as myself every day what did I do wrong before? I learned my lesson on the wrong guys and not to get attached to quick! I am living my life like I am supposed to happy. I am back talking to my sister again .And I am so proud of my sister Teresa handley she left her husband and now she is staying in trouble now and has been in and out of jail and she since dhr took her kids .now she said that she has nothing to lose now she can do what she wants to do. But scenes she is away from him .we have got a lot closer me and my sister haven’t been this close in years and it really feels wonderful to have her in my life again. My life was hard trying to keep my family together after it got torn apart because of a guy came between family relationships. Now I know not to let drama come between families. I put all in god’s hands and asked him to help me forgive and get my family back together. Now I always ask myself if I am making the right choices when it comes to my daughter because I am keeping her from that side of the family. I don’t want them to mess with her head or feel her head with all the lies. I tied to let her be around her grandparent’s but they took her for the weekend and they almost let her drown, so I said right then no more letting her be around them if they can’t take care of her.so I made a choice not to let them see her any more cause I felt like she was in danger and I didn’t think that they would take care of her like I would. We live with my husband and she gets to go see my parent’s every weekend. And she also goes swimming at my mother in-laws house and she has fun with her new grandmother and they treat us like we’re have been in the family for years. I never thought I would never find happiness but I did and it feel so wonderful. I don’t miss none of my life .about the only things I miss is the kids I can’t see but I am beginning to cope with all that pain and now I am starting my life over. I have begun a new chapter in my life and I am very happy and I am not going to let anything come between me and my happy ending . We are planning on moving to Iowa in the next few months and go buy a house and raise my daughter in a house that can call ours. I Just hope that we can just sit back and enjoy life like a normal family.