Personal essays like these often ask someone to discuss a challenge they faced, how they overcame it, and how it affected their lives. Those are boring. We want you to discuss a challenge you did not face, how you avoided it, and how it changed...

Some of the tags are often used to put on leaders of clubs such as: cool, powerful, have a status in high school, familiarity and other tags which are both negative and positive. From a little girl with nothing to a person who has a big cheese at my school. The first thing, which I wanted to do when I was elected to be the leader of Youth Club ( the biggest club in my school), was trying to elude a tag called “neglect studies”.

One day, after stabilizing my mind, I asked myself: “ On the average, how many hours can I spend for Club?”. In order to answer this question, I took my daily time and divided the time I needed for studying, sleeping, Club works,... into a percentage, in that I wanted it to look like a pie chart, which I learned in Geography. Then, I thought that I only needed to keep up with the plan set, I would not only a good leader but also a good student. It was provisionally called “the perfect time-management plan”. But day by day, did I not expect that this plan was strangling me. My favorite quote from The Parasite movie: “ You know what kind of plan never fails? No plan at all… With no plan, nothing goes wrong. And if something spins out of control, it does not matter” though this is the fallacious sentence. Does it the truth of life, after all?

I wondered myself many times that everything had happened due to my fault. Since I always ran after the plan without caring about the present? I, consequently, got the fright of reality so I ran away. Uncompleted projects, neither head nor tail arguments,... Putting Club aside, I completely focused on studies. If I had wanted to quit, I could have stopped everything and just focused on one thing. Did I happy? Yes. But did I satisfy myself? Possibly no. For the time being, I could only self-describe that I was in the die in cast state. In other words, I can’t help thinking of my Club and struggling to search for the answer. What should I do to get a win-win situation?

“ If that day you didn’t have the courage to refuse the trust which Club’s members placed in you, you can’t make a sudden end of Club for better or worse. You will betray their trust”- I encouraged myself. I know that my family and my friends are always on my side and I never walk alone. I had a change of heart and put effort into reviving my Club again. If I gave up now, I would have been an idiot!

Eventually, The Club’s biggest project ended up. It is thought to be the last and meaningful thing I could make for the Club. One day, such a beautiful day, when I looked back in the days. Like a breath of fresh air did I realize that the plan didn’t go wrong. I used it wrong. The plan not only depends on me but also on my partners. Especially, me. Why do not we make a fresh start?