Yes, both forms are used by native English speakers. The only difference I can see would be if you joined the Red Cross but then decided you didn't want to stay, and left. In that case, "...
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KrisBlueNZYes, both forms are used by native English speakers.The only difference I can see would be if you joined the Red Cross but then decided you didn't want to stay, and left. In that case, "... I HAD always wanted ..." is better, because "... I HAVE always wanted ..." implies that you STILL want to be part of the Red Cross, which would not be true in that case.