MY WORLD

My World.
Current mood blissful
Category: Life

MY WORLD: Justin Darner

Well i figured i would wright a blog on how i view our world. Since that's what everyone else seems to be doing. So to get this started off they way i view things you may not like, but i'm blunt and as truthful as i can be. People are always saying how you can make the world a better place in thier blogs, well you go ahead and make the world a better place. But you will never beable to end Pain, Corruption, or Fear, and definetely not Hate. Why because as humans thats what we do, our soul purpose is to keep living and thriving. And we will do anything to stay alive. As a result of that there will have to be death and fear of death, or why would you have to worry about dying. To make the world a better place altogther is impossible. Because there will always be pain when a loved one dies. To me the world is made up of a 50/50 ratio. Half hate, and half love. Or half pain, and half happiness. I think that the world gets its fair share of both, love and hate. And as humans we know each feeling very well. And we act on our feelings. Even the little things that cause pain, like name calling. Being made fun of and all that bullshit will always happen. Why? Because there will always be people out there that think they have the right to put themselves above you. When in matter, no one is better than anyone, there are just people that havent learned what they've needed to learn about how the world is. And not how they want the world to be. Because of how there life has treated them.

Well here is a fun fact for you all. Life doesnt treat you badly, because life isnt a freaking person. Life doesnt treat you badly, it cant thats impossible. Its just what you make of your current situation. You treat life the way you want your life to be. If you can grasp that concept. Here's my favorite saying by H.L Lawrence. " I've never seen a wild thing feel sorry for itself, I once saw a dove fall frozen dead from a bough, without ever having felt sorry for itself." The world, or people just need to stop bitching about thier current situation and fix it. And everyone has bitched about something, or felt sorry for themselves, or wanted people to feel sorry for them. We all do it. But do we need to. No. It has taken me a while to learn this lesson. And in learing this lesson it took a lot of heartbreak and courage to admit that i was pretty much just being a bitch. A wuss. And we all learn this lesson in our own time. So here is something to help you when your feeling down or wholoping in your own pathetic self pity. There is always someone at that same moment that has it 500 times worse than you. Because as Americans, we have it so *** easy. Your boyfriend dumped you. OK! ill comfort because i know your in pain. But i want you to be thinking. At that very moment there is someone being raped, tortured, families slaughtered, someone in enough pain to where they loath the day there were born. So stop the pity act, look at the big picture and get a hold of yourself.

A goal in my life is to become that dove that Lawrence is talking about. Becuase if i can. Then i can fear nothing, even death. Because death is inevitable. Some people think its impossible to be fearless but is it really impossible, yes. To fear death, it would seem like you have the whole world figured out, but isnt it better to try to understand things you dont understand, instead of fear them. It might be impossible to become fearless but is it something you might wanna try, Defenitely. So get to work and instead of playing video games go learn something knew about something you never had a clue about. But fear is something that cannot be retained, its in us as humans to fear. And the biggest fear factor of the world for all people is, that people fear what they do not understand. So if there's something you dont understand, then try to understand it, instead of dicriminate it and shut down the new concepts that you might have to learn. Fear can also keep a person alive in a deadly situation. While scared your adrenaline sky rockets, and with enough adrenaline, its possible for a small child to lift a car over there heads. Something else. Why do humans limit themselves, i hate that we do. People say that floating in midair is impossible. Have you ever played light as a feather. With enough brain power, focus, concentration, and confidence. Anything is possible. the world will always be full of hate, fear, and corruption becuase as humans that's what we do. We breed hate, we thrive of it, but if there was no hate in the world how strong, mentally would people be. Ok you were jumped because your white, by blacks that hated you just for being born into a white body. You geting jumped makes you stronger, mentally and phisically. It keeps you more alert to things, and makes you more durable for fights, it builds your stamina. So in the end your stonger to protect the ones you love. And dont you wanna be as strong as you can be for your loved ones. So the next time your called a name, think about it. The big picture instead of taking everything some *** says into consideration. Think about why he is saying the things he's saying, or for people why are they doing the things there doing. A guy in the super market calls you fat. Why? Because he has nothing better to do with his time than critisize others, think about his stupidity and closed-mindedness and laugh. Then to really confuse him say why would you call me fat, you know that its cruel to say that, why would you say that, making him look like an ass in front of the whole store without meaning to, hoping he learned a lesson that cruelty gets people no where. See cruelty usually comes from closed-minded and just plain retarded people, or people that cant control there tempers, wihich if they cant it makes them weak minded. So the next time you encounter cruelty, or just something as simple as a mean remark from someone look them up and down, then show them kindness. Say something that you like about them, or there clothing. Because its takes someone with courage and love to be down in the pits, homeless with nothing left to be critisized by someone, only to return thier cruelty with kindness. That person must understand his position in the world. There is a way to make the world a better place, but only a little bit at a time. And it helps to learn life lessons like this to help better your life as well. And you shouldnt be showing kindness to make that other person look like an ass because then your just returning the cruelty, you should show kindness because you want to, because your a good person and you should do this without exspecting anything in return. The world doesnt owe anyone a living, you were gifted with life so you owe the world your living.

Appreciate life and dont take it fo granted. Have fun with life, ya shitty things happen, theres no preventing hate, or fear or corruption. Because if there was something to prevent it we would all have nothing to cherish. Knowing that your loved one can be taken from you at any moment, because of hate and death. You build your relationship knowing that tomorrow they could be gone so you love them as deeply as possible. And listen to them, look into there eyes and appreciate the awesome feeling you get. You see, if there is no hate, or death, or cruelty. We cant learn to appreciate what we have been blessed with, we would just take it for granted. So learn to look into things, and see the big picture. With everything! And if you start looking at things like this its garunteed youll learn more than you did in your whole life, in just one day. So love life and live it to the fullest.

What im trying to get at in some of this paragraph, is to love and adore the Angels in life, But also love and show kindness to the Demons. Because without the Demons there would surely be no need for the Angels to be here. Learn from bathing in the Light, as well as basking in the Darkness.......

For all the people that dont understand me in my life.....

Im crazy, sadistic. And yes i can show you the meaning of evil. Very well infact.

But i can also teach you how to protect yourself. By showing you the deepest love i can tear out of my heart. Because i can also show you the meaning and feeling of what love really is. And very well infact.

Let me show you My World.............

P.S. i was inspired to wright this from the bulletins and writings of my good friend Pvt. Kelley, or Sparky on my myspace. Keep up the good work man i love reading your bulletins. Way to make people think eh....

Justin A Darner 18/1/08