My Brother

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The ayah’s words ripped open my heart and made my head spin. My body trembled and it was with efforts, I restrained myself from falling down the floor. The word ‘heaven’ uttered by the ayah tinkled my heart as I began to recollect the blank space I had left in the fifth column in my diary while writing the names of the five people I like to meet in heaven. Given my brother’s condition, now it seemed a bad omen and inauspicious for me to have left the blank space against the fifth column