None of these are natural sounding statements, and the meaning of all of them is unclear because of the ackward phrasing. Are you trying to say that if you knew you were scheduled to have to begin work in an hour you would "kill yourself"? (presuming that last phrase you are using as hyperbole to mean you would be very upset).
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