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IT TAKES A WHILE, AS I WATCH THE SURF BLOWING UP IN FOUNTAINS AT THE END OF THE FIELD,BUT THE MOMENT COMES WHEN THE WORLD FALLS AWAY, AND THE SELF EMERGES AGAIN FROM THE DEEP UNCONSCIOUS , BRINGING BACK ALL I HAVE RECENTLY EXPERIENCED TO BE EXPLORED AND SLOWLY UNDERSTOOD, WHEN I CAN CONVERSE AGAIN WITH MY HIDDEN POWERS, AND SO GROW AND SO BE RENEWED , TILL DEATH DO US PART.