In that

I knew in that I had my answer : What does it mean?

There was one thing I was sure of, if I was sure of anything. The dark Edward in my
dream last night was a reflection only of my fear of the word Jacob had spoken, and not
Edward himself. Even so, when I'd screamed out in terror at the werewolf's lunge, it
wasn't fear for the wolf that brought the cry of "no" to my lips. It was fear that he would
be harmed . even as he called to me with sharp-edged fangs, I feared for him.

And I knew in that I had my answer. I didn't know if there ever was a choice, really. I
was already in too deep. Now that I knew .if I knew . I could do nothing about my
frightening secret. Because when I thought of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes, the
magnetic force of his personality, I wanted nothing more than to be with him right now.