I get not to want to get it?

Please check the following sentences.

I bought something in an website. They have not yet sent it to me for more than 1 month. So now I want to express my mind changed.
I want to use an opposite expression against the sentence "I get to want to receive the product".
Because they have made my mind not want to get the product any more.

My thought 1) I don't get to want to receive the product due to the delayed delivery.
My thought 2) I get not to want to receive the product due to the delayed delivery. ( I want to express like this. I'm not sure on whether this is right in grammar)

Please let me know whether the sentence (My thought 2) is right in grammar.

Thank you for your correction in advance.