I could if I really wanted to but at this time in my life I don't think I should. <br/><br/>Or<br/><br/>I can if I really want to be at this time in my life I don't think I should.<br/><br/>Are both useable?<br/><br/>I'm trying to say that traveling to NYC is doable, but it's not the right time to do it now, and I don't really want to.