help me to correct my apology letter

0pls. help me to correct my apology letter to the mother of my ex boyfriend.02br
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00i want to apologies to you and to your family for disturbing you this fast few days by calling but not answering in your telephone. all i want is to talk with your son and to clear all my worries on my mind, thats why i do that, but now, i made a very hard decision, i giving him up, i realized that hes not deserving for my love, i end up our relationship, its reallly hard for me to do but i dont have any choice, all i can do now is to accept and to move on. im very sorry, i dont want all of you to be angry at me. i really have a respect to all of you specially you, and your husband too, and im continuing respecting all of you even i end up our relationship. i promise to all of you, i dont do it again and i dont have any reason to call in your telephone. pls. accept my sincere apology and forgive me for what ive done to your family. pls. understand my situation. god bless you and your family too. merry christmas and happy new year. 0-