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I didn’t know what too do or where to turn every one was looking at me and laughing and I felt naked I wanted to hide myself I ran out into the street and t through up then I walked home it’s a funny thing I nerver know that joe and frank and the others liked to have me around all the time to make fun of me contrary to my earliar impressions of him I realize that dr nemus is not at all a geneus he has a very good mind but it struggles under the specter of self-doubt it happened today Algernon bit me I visted the lab to see him as I do occasionly and when I took him out of his cage he snaped at my hand as long as I am able to right I will continue to record my thoughts in these progress reports it is one of my few pleasures however by all indications my own mental deterioration will be very rapid I wont let it happen ill fight it I cant help thinking of the boy in the restarant the blank expression the silly smile the people laughing at him no-please-not that again