First attempt...does it suck?

"Go." He says, "leave him be"
He walks through the door,
The door to my heart,
The door to that bar where i work.
He pushes me, out of his way
Out of his life,
Out of his mind...
He says he doesn't need me
As he grabs my hand to hold,
Kisses me like he always did
His kisses always vibrant,
Always Bold.
He says he is happy without me
Dragging him down
Likes his life now
He never sees me around.
He stands there waiting to see what I'll say
What if i go like he said,
Or if i choose to stay...

He reaches out and gives my arm a little pull,
I try and get away from his grasp on my heart
But i cant walk away
it is hopeless to part-
with my feelings, with my anger
I wish it'd just be over as he escorts me outside
And explores the depths of my mouth with his
He reaches into my chest and gives my heart a little squeeze

He turns to leave with my blood on his hands
And stands on my shadow
Because he knows he can

It hurts to breathe
It hates to think
He steps away
Takes another drink

My chest feels tight
My heart skips a beat
He turns away and says goodbye
This time it is forever.
I mutter back, see you tomorrow