1. If one says "I felt very violent" it means he felt that HE was violent, << Yes or he felt some outer violence?
2. How to translate this "Feeling all this, how violent and the kind of day, i stopped and turned". How to understand "the kind of day" in this place? I don't know. Just sounds wrong. Try to say it anot
Samuel Beckett writes in a surrealistic style. It is all about inner emotions and patchy memories of a child of one day long ago, not factual descriptions. Felling violent is feeling a deep anger and conflict within oneself. He writes about the day itself being changeable - sun, then rain, then night.
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"Feeling very awful, very violent. The sky would soon darken and rain fall and go on falling, all day, till evening. Then blue and sun again a second, then night. Feeling all this, how violent and the kind of day, I stopped and turned."