Explanation fo Battle Never Won

Hii guys this is the explanation of the poem Battle never won ...I am shivam and rohilla has a girlfriend saloni. Rohilla had never seen her before they talked with each other on the phone and net....and one fine day he asked me to go along with him to meet her for the first time 800 km from our place...

Look i dont know how u will take this poem but the protagonist wrote it becoz he is jealous of saloni and rohilla and more jealous of saloni ....the reason he knows that rohilla his friend is having a girlfriend but he doesnt expect her to be special (she is like friend to him also) ....and that is the reason he is under delusion...he doesnt know why saloni is so much affectionate toward Rohilla and she is not talkin to him is she something personal to rohilla....he just wants to talk and get as much attention as saloni is showing it to rohilla (guess this world is not seeing this)....and he doesnt believe it and he thinks that all he is seeing is just illusion and he expect somebody to break the spell that he is getting uncomfortable with...he is thinking that saloni is playing this game with him so that she gets the afeection and importance from Rohilla her boyfriend....but this is beyond what he can take from two of them....now it becomes the war between the three of them and feeling short of strength as rohilla and saloni is on one side and he is alone...

the last two para is just the fierceness of the battle that he is fighting with the saloni and rohilla....he is stlii unsure about what phase of game he is in and how to get out as everybody is just pretending that they have got over the battle and they have won...but he is confident that he is not going to win the battle... and finally he is just confused and he is just stupefied...and he is pledging god to help him break free the spell that is the creation of his mind...(nothing to do with rohilla nd saloni whonm he thought as his enemey....onus on his life.........

the last para is just what all he lost and what he is left with
1 should he let this conflunce (saloni and rohilla as together) or lead lonely life with all the charm but as a defeated warrior (cage to his existence and now no friend)
2 accept saloni and rohilla or hide away from them and just perceive them as his friend
3 already explained (should he be sad or happy becoz saloni won the game and he lost it)
4 now this is heavy for saloni (as saloni has lost a friend who care her almost the same as rohilla appears to her or that the freedom that the protagonist got which is all he need to go to the blues.....

if u guys have any suggestion pls reply me back
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Shivam