Essay

In school I’m just a normal, simple, shy, quiet, and following my teachers and classmate. I’m willing to past my grade so I review always but I don’t recite, I’m not good in public speaking, always rely to my group mates in our report because I’m afraid to do wrong, I don’t want to embarrass in front of my classmates. My family always encourages me to study well and I do my best because I don’t want them to disappoint but even I do my best but they are always anger to my grade well it’s not my fault because this all my knowledge.

When I was in third year and closing is nearly approaching. My teacher gave me and my classmate a group roll play. I’m surprise when my teacher assigns me as leader of our group and this is my first time to become leader so I accept it. At first I’m nervous, I misjudged myself, confused, and I don’t know what to do so I forced myself to become a good leader. I immediately do my part, I do our script, I made our props with the help of my group mates , I encouraged my group mates to have a practice, do their best, memorize their script and act good . And the day came for our roll play I’m very nervous and lost to myself but I’m surprise we’ve done good, my teacher and my classmate like it and we’ve got the highest score .

I’m very happy because I learn a lot and helped me defined as a person that I’m a good leader, independent, brave, diligent. Sometimes we think ourselves that our capabilities is just our ability but why don’t we try to explore more just because we are afraid to do wrong and embarrass but we don’t know this is the way we learn, so I believe the saying that we cannot learn without pain. So don’t afraid to do wrong nobody is perfect and this is part of our studies.