Does this paragraph make grammatical sense?

Does this paragraph make grammatical sense? Can any sentences be correct or improved?

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I apologize for missing the appointment on Wednesday. I was experiencing acute anxiety and depression and these ailments plague me as I type this email. I am a genetic discontinuity. My face does not foster friendships for it is too large and unbalanced. It would look better 30% smaller. I have tried ignoring this problem many times before but we are judged on our face all the time by others. One morning, I could wake up and feel befitting into the mass of people perceived as normal. Other mornings, and indeed most mornings, I wake up only to return back to sleep because I am an outlier within society. The very few people with whom I communicate notice my inadequacies and I am labelled into some derogatory category of people I do not share even modicum of interests with. Ultimately my mind and my appearance are polarized and I am stuck with this burden for the entirety of my life. I have not been able to attend lectures, sustain a healthy level of social interaction, or make the progress I should be making given my low mood. I remained chained inside my room here, in a state of limbo in which I am unable to circumvent my inadequacies for they are a physical fabrication of myself. I cannot change my appearance, yet nor can I accept it. The woman downstairs at reception believes I do not belong here in these student flats as do the people with whom I tenure this dormitory with. The reality is, I have failed my first year of University. This is to be expected given my rate of progress from October to this current time and of course, I am not particularly concerned by this as I am consumed with depression for which there is no immediate cure. Sitting within a secluded woodland evaporates such depression albeit fleeting. The rapidity at which anxiety and depression festers away within my mind means I cannot be as productive as I could be.'