Can anyone help?

Hi,

I had an abusive and disturbing childhood. Because of which my language skills are very bad and I'm suffering great pain trying to make sense and verbalize the abuse and torture. Is anyone willing to go through my document(around 60 pages long) and help me with words and phrases which would make it clear to me as well as others.(Please try to understand, I'm unable to explain) Someone with good english language skills is required, if you have free time and willing to do, please submit your email or link to your email in your profile page, and assure me you won't share it with anyone.

Thanks