Balance

Balance

I have learned, it is needed for anything to function

This equilibrium

I feel as if I don't know how to achieve..

His smiles are malicious, now I see

after years of story telling, his lies have scarred me.

I see no end, to this pain

he lives to the fullest, and I am left

cradeling my head in my hands.

This balance, needs to be reshifted.

If I could, I would have ran

I wish there was a spell, to erase

these foresaken memories...

I need an end to this..

I want him to be broken by this..

I need a new beginning, but tomorrow

is taking its time and today I am left

with tears running down my eyes.