A love letter

Would somebody read through this most emotional love letter and make corrections to the mistakes. Please help me correct my punctuation, too.

Dear Me,

For a year, I tried everything to forget you but in vain. Sometimes, though, I was successful but the association of your memories with things always brought you to my mind. Now, I have surrendered myself to my heart; I won't miss you when I don't, and I'll miss you when I do. I'll write to you when I feel so, it does me no harm. But now, as I once did, I won't depend on you for your replies, time, attention, and care that does me harm. Now, I don't even care what you will think about me when you find my this letter and all other that I will write to you after this at times.

With love,

Yours, etc.