A letter

To someone
I am sorry for not replying you. I even do not know how to start and what to say. You probably is the one who hurt me the most in my life. I couldn't understand you eventhough I think I know you in some way. I feel so tired to think of you. What should I say?
As you said, this my this option, this is the way I have chose. But how can you treat a person like this? cann't you feel when someone treat you with heart?

I know that I don't have ground to blame you. I just want to find the way to express how I feel.


ps, could you please make correction for me? Thank you in advance!