Anonymous Posted 21 years agoA journey beyond this world
Yesterday, I left this world
on a journey, beyond your senses..
Yesterday, I ate away my sadness
blue and white stems, I chewed
my hunger away, only to
erase this pain, wash away your stains..
I saw your face, buried under my mind
claming, you love me, you love my eyes..
they are the only windows, that would never lie..
Yea yesterday, as I tried to break away
it was you taking a hold of
my fragile brain, crashing like waves
your words emphasized my pain,
as I was trying to wash away these stains
And soon I found myself begging,
"Oh god, these thoughts are taking
me, I only want to be free before I
drown in him", I found myself
reaching for the telephone,
ring away this misery, just to hear
your voice once more..
Oh but I found, as I rang away
to hear your sound, my call
was ignored, banished from
a response, and soon I found
this journey was never to wash
you away...it was only to awaken me,
and take this numbness away, and I finally saw
its me you've lost, for I fell in love
with a boy that has dissolved, a boy
who is no longer, the companion I sought for..