A complement for friendship

Would you like to be my friend ?
I'm not sure...
I'm weaker than you
At the back of a stage..
I'm very proud of you...the magnitude of your heart,mind, and soul
under rain…
With your poem held tightly in my jacket..on my chest
I smile imagining your character...your charisma
How great will it be your friend
Then I look myself
A man without self confidence
who always feels inferior
and fails in any work
afraid of having a hope
because of his unwanted belief, that every hope won't come true
A man without self esteem
who always feels there is no place to stand among another people
even for standing on his knee...
a man who always talk thousands words about himself,
judging himself as if he is a freak,a criminal
but in the bottom of his heart
he flows his tear without a pause, for emphaty...
he wants to change
but he doesn't brave to start...
as everybody would rather command rather than encourage him
he knows himself...
who always makes everybody dissapointed and frustated
that's why he says he is not your friend but,
at least he can keep your poem from wet...

Maybe there is such a man that indirectly measures how deep we love another people is... Best wishes for all