How does it sound in English? (quick translation)

If I survive this, I said,
As the Jeep was running towards me,
I’ll just lye still and watch
The blue sky and the sea.

If I survive this, I said,
I’ll sleep during the day, love you at night,
I’ll leave the change in the shop,
And love everyone at first sight.

If I’ll survive this, I said,
As the Jeep was running towards me,
I’ll live calmly, with patience,
Bearing quarrels smiling tenderly.

If I survive this, I said,
Alive will be good to be,(???)
I’ll just lye still and watch
The blue sky and the sea.